Day 48

After 12 days off it’s hard to get back in the habit of writing every day.

Today I had to write a paper for Psychology accessing my “self-concept” and addressing any discrepancies between my actual self, my ideal self, and my ought self.  It was very uncomfortable and now I feel a little depressed about the discrepancies.  I’ll have to delve into that deeper in the next few weeks and determine if my ideal and my ought self are even realistic goals and if so, what I need to do to change into my ideal/ought self. 

Blah.

My homework is done for the week…I usually take the weekend off, but since I missed the first few days this week because of illness I feel obligated to play catch up.  I’m not sure if I’m going to do homework or knit and veg out watching Ponyo with Little Monster.  Hmmm.  I guess since my goal is to get started on the next week’s homework ahead of time I can let it slide.  I don’t have to be “ahead” right now, though it does feel good when I am; I can save that for next week when I don’t have a lot of other obligations and if I do anything aside from spending time with LM this weekend it will be to clean house!