Today I updated my blog template. Argyle, yay! I started liking argyle when I was 16, but it wasn’t until 2 years ago that I was finally comfortable with admitting that I enjoy argyle patters… and then it became popular again and I went back to not wanting to admit that I like the design. But here I am… I love argyle and I don’t care who knows it!
I started the deployment calendar with my son. We had fun. I also started looking at rentals today and it made me very discouraged. All the good places I saw a month ago are gone (and for good reason), but I didn’t have money until now… tomorrow morning I am going to go in and get a list of current rentals and then try to look at as many as I can within my price range. My son wants us to rent a house, but I don’t know if that will be possible anymore. I am hopeful.
I can’t stay up any longer. My head hurts and I just want to cry. Right now I am in the “I can’t believe he’s really gone” mode. It feels like that’s the wrong mind set… won’t that make the realization of his absence that much more difficult?