Insomnia. Or maybe it's the energy drink I downed at work today to keep me from falling asleep at work as a result of my insomnia from the night before? I'm not sure.
I am supposed to be writing a paper about my personal struggles with sleep disorders. Is it a good time to write that while in the middle of a bout of insomnia? I can always edit later. Maybe I should and just go for it.
My sleeping habits are pitiful. When I took Psych 101 the first time my term paper was on insomnia.
Growing up I used to have fits of insomnia. I think my parents were okay with it and never did anything about it because I would clean when I was unable to sleep. Now? Now I just want to sit and finish all the old seasons of Scrubs before I leave for Colorado.
I'm supposed to be sending money for a house within the next couple of days. I'm nervous. Committing to something this big makes me anxious. I keep mulling over my finances in my head, even though I know it will be okay. And I'm wondering if my move date is too soon since I'll have to come back not even quite 2 weeks later for a math final. It doesn't cost much for the drive, but it's a 2 day drive... and by myself... twice! I wish I had a friend who had nothing better to do for a few days than to drive her with me and drive back with me the second time?
Thinking positive. Thinking positive.