Lately I've been distancing myself from my friends.
I feel like I don't have anything interesting to say, or anything positive to add.
The last few weeks I've been feeling pretty down about everything.
Just frustrated, a little depressed, and afraid that if I did meet up with my friends all of those frustrations would just spill out and I'd end up in tears.
I don't like feeling vulnerable.
Tomorrow is a good day to schedule a counseling appointment. I really need to go again. I feel inadequate. I feel awkward. I feel retarded.
At the same time, I need attention. Maybe I'm just unwilling to reach out and need someone to reach out to me? I feel selfish.
I need to get out of this slump. Yesterday I decided I just need to start by smiling more.
Oddly enough, my desktop back ground is now this:
Sorry for being such a crappy friend.